Haven't posted here in a long time. I'm alive. I placed an online personal ad to meet women, in order to make sure my life situation is understood well before they could feel they have wasted their time. I've met a few neat ladies, one in particular whom I have kissed (*swoon*) and whom I am seeing again tomorrow night. I am so excited and nervous. She seems to be as beautiful inside as outside, and I am really turned on by the thought of kissing her again.