It's actually all got me thinking... maybe when it comes down to it, I won't be capable of a fling. I don't tend to like superficial people, and the kinds of folks I meet who totally separate sex from emotions sort of twist my gut. That's a turn off. But with the beautiful souls I am drawn to, the reality that this is a human being with real emotions and a genuine heart comes up and I just don't want to f*ck with that. It's too precious to me. So I connect enough to be comfortable with the idea of being intimate in theory, but then I don't have the ability to detach enough to do it.. This has happened to me a lot. Apparently fantasies are most convenient. Who knows.
Thank you for being incredible.